"Would you like to get well?"
Gee, I dunno, Jesus... let me think about that a moment. Hmmmm... for the past 38 years I've been sick and unable to walk. For 38 years, I've been lying here on this stinking bedroll, on this crowded porch at the holy Temple, waiting for a miracle. For 38 years I've been reduced to begging for food and water. For 38 years I had to give up every shred of dignity. For 38 years my life has been completely hopeless and my legs have been completely helpless. Gosh, Jesus, can I take a rain check on that? I need to think about it for awhile.
Duh... OF COURSE the man wanted to get well!!! What kind of question is that?
But let's look deeper... do we humans really want to be healed of our spiritual afflictions? When it comes down to it, do we really want Jesus to take away our deep addictions to the things of this world? Do we really want to give up our independence and let Him have His way with us? Do we really want to give up the sins that offer us fleeting moments of pleasure and comfort and escape... even a twisted (if not guilt-ridden) sense of self-worth? You see, we may be able to walk physically, but we're all spiritual invalids to some degree. Do we really want to get up and walk in the path of holiness God has in mind for us, or deep down, do we prefer to just lie there and give up on the idea?
It sucks to be helpless and hopeless, of course... but at least it doesn't take much energy or faith. Getting up and walking on spiritual legs however, takes real guts. It takes a tremendous amount of work if we're going to get anywhere according to God's will. I wish it were easier, but it ain't. We all know it's extraordinarily difficult to trust and obey God on any kind of consistent basis.
So, I ask again... do we really want to be healed, knowing God expects us to serve Him once He grants us spiritual strength? When you think about it, laying down, unable to move day after day (after day after day) may not be any fun... but perhaps it's easier - at least for some people - to accept sickness than facing unknown terrors that surely lie ahead if we let God into the areas of our heart He desires to reign over.
Jesus is asking you a simple question with profound implications...
"Would you like to get well? Then, o child of God, you must learn to trust Me with all of who you are... even the deepest, darkest secrets of your life that need to brought to the surface and redeemed by My grace. Trust Me, the Author of Life. Allow Me to heal you with My strength... allow Me to breathe divine words of eternal soul-healing, spirit-filled, resurrection life into the depths of your sickness. Can you do that...? Good... then I'm telling you, stand up, take up your mat and walk!"